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Joining Issue (already known)
Mxchri5 - Today, 09:54 AM
Joining Issue (already known)
HowDoIAim - Today, 09:48 AM
Joining Issue (already known)
RQG - Today, 08:47 AM
I wouldnt think there's a fix other than just map change3, happens to me too sometimes
My Anger Issues
Pandavi - Today, 08:15 AM
.@ Please...get rid of cancer...
My Anger Issues
Nagato - Today, 07:59 AM
Wow, happy. I feel hella left out. You're never mean to me :(
Steam ID is not allowed to join this server @Darkness already knows the issue, this is the only server I am having the issue on (Jail Break) all over community servers are fine, and valve servers. No bans exist on my account.
Just putting this on here for followup <3
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Regarding recent months I have realized something terrible about myself. I realized that I am angry and I enjoy being angry. This is a horrible aspect about myself. I know the internet isn't a serious place and should not be treated like one but I have recently seen that my behaviors online have been reflecting in real life. I have been getting angry at very little things or little things that people do and it is honestly really pathetic. I am just getting upset easily and letting that bad attitude represent me which i don't want. I would not have a problem with myself getting angry on ts on csgo until I saw myself getting angry in real life. This bad attitude I have I started showing to my friends and family. When I think of the shit I say I realize that it isn't funny and it is just me being a dumb cunt, and I dont want to represented as an angry dude. I do not even know what is making me upset all i know is is that I am growing up and I have to man up to the shit I have done. I am turning 17 soon and I know one day i will be grown up and have to act like an adult instead of a punk bitch so here I go.
@Dexel you are just a kid, i get that. you just want to have fun playing games and i came and started shit for no reason. I gave you shit for no reason and i acted as if it was your own fault that I became upset at you. Now i realize i was being immature and hassled you for no reason and you didn't deserve that. you are just a kid who wants to have fun playing games, so I am sorry I talked shit about you.
@Frank you remind me a lot like myself when i first joined the server almost a year ago. I was annoying, loud and obnoxious and people did not enjoy my company on the server. I don't know what compelled them to like me but I guess since i played so much that these guys accepted me. I shouldn't give you shit for the way you act when I act just like you. It is because you just wanna have fun that you might be annoying sometimes but I get that. You want to enjoy every moment given to you so you act the way you do. so I am sorry that I put you down when you were just trying to have a good time. Sure me and you have our differences but that doesn't give me any right to start bullshit just for a laugh. I should be positive for a laugh, that's what games are supposed to be, a good time.
@ewtori only a few people know about the shit i talked to you. the reason i got so mad at you for no reason wasn't because you were a bad person, it is that because you reminded me of a bad person. Now i am not saying you share 100% of the personality of this person you just said one thing that this person said that made me hate here. This person was called lily. she is this chick i met back in my second semester of college and she was gorgeous. I never thought I would be able to talk to her because I was way out of her league. She began talking to me and she told me that she was young and is attending college; so in my head i thought she would be the only girl who i would ever meet that would be my age and in college. so we talked and hung out, i gave her rides and bought her lunch and i did shit with her that i regret because one day she got too comfortable with me. she opens her heart to me telling me about all the drugs she does, all the drinks she drinks, how she is depressed and hates life, and in one day I went from wanting this girl to hating her. she was unappreciative and she didn't know how blessed she is. she cuts herself and then rights poems on how she thinks shes sick with all these self diagnosed bs like bipolar disorder and ocd or whatever. You came on ts saying you were upset and in my eyes you just reminded me of this dumb bitch and i took the anger i had for this girl on you. you didn't deserve that nor should i be able to be proud of what i said. darkness sent me the audio and i should have stopped talking shit when he said so. I heard myself sound like a cunt, like i was the boss when in reality my opinions don't mean shit. i shouldn't have talked shit to you because you didn't deserve it, you didn't start shit with me, and when u left i acted like I was hot shit when in reality i was a cunt. I am sorry
@GotK I like you man and i even got mad at you for some bs. i dont know how to leave water under a bridge but i brang up old shit like i was a fucking plunger and talked smack to you. and you may not give a fuck but my mind keeps picking shit apart all day so i just felt bad for starting nonsense i am sorry.
@Darkness @Other Realm @hy0n @Cat @NotAGiraffe @(etc.) I look up to a lot of you guys. when i have no one else to talk to and when i know i can trust someone with something, i know i can trust you guys and that is why i look up to you guys, i dont want to disappoint you guys buy being a pussy, a dumb nigger, annoying, or angry. that is why I am writing this. I am ashamed of myself and I have let myself get angry. I aint even fucking depressed or sad, I am just angry and i just talk shit all the time and say bs and then when i calm down i realize the mistakes i have made. If you guys ever see me getting angry pls do not hesitate and just stop me. even if someone else is starting shit and i am about to talk shit back just stop me because i am letting myself go and i am getting angry irl now.
Most of you do not give a fuck. But I am here to vent and complain so maybe I can be that "happy squirrel" instead of an asshole. I am tired of being upset and maybe all I need is a good night sleep, but my thoughts are just stirring up and I don't want to be upset or angry anymore and I am hoping all of you can forgive me for being so angry, even if you thought it was funny I have to stop because I am reflecting this attitude in real life, so I hope that maybe you can all forgive me.
tl;dr i am sorry for being a cunt.
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Steam ID: 1:1:57028168
Time when issued:09-10-14
Reason for ban: Mass Freekill
Other admins: Not sure of all thier names but there was atleast 3-5 other admins on at the time
Why you should unban me: At the time there was no commands because source was down, due to this we had to make our own rules as warden so you would say !w and chat and pretend for fun. Not sure of the exact makeshift warden but i think it was proton. As a normal warden would do he would promptly give commands at the begining of the round this command was back to cell doors and afk freeze, as a ct i was to kill anyone not afk frozen so i did i kill atleast 5 people and was kicked from the server by console i didnt reconnect because it was late at night. The next day when source came back up i tryed connecting to the server and found that i was permaantly banned for freekilling but it wasnt. Just a normal ct obeying the wardens commands. A side note we did the warden thing for like 2hours with muiltiple admins doing it so i followed the commands and got perm banned for something i did'nt do wrong.
No screenshots/videos because i wouldve never thought id be banned for obeying commands
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Thought I'd start a thread for one of the biggest games of the year. Post your character profiles to upgrade your Epeen and share advice about different aspects of the game. If you need some actual in game help on Xbox One, hit me up.
Oh and this is my character.
I'll list the tags of people on different consoles if they want to post them on the thread.
Slayers Gaming Name : Tag
The 10th Doctor : FaiDFlowrite
Puppypaws : GoldenHitman68
GotK : GotK
President Evil : PresidentEvil5
Andreicv : andrei4you
Happy Squirrel : Joseph 4Ghani
Doc Butters : Some Random Bot
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One day for every Dollar you donate
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